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In Search of a Vivid Blue: How a diagnosis of schizoaffective disorder doesn't mean the end of a functional life. Paperback – June 16, 2015

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In search of a Vivid Blue is a captivating look into the life of one man living with the diagnosis of schizoaffective disorder, PTSD, and OCD. Part memoir, part self-help book, and is an intensely personal series of reflections on living with mental illness. The book shows that although mental disorders can cause pain, confusion, and guilt, proper treatment can lead to a life that is fulfilling, hopeful, and successful. Readers should find comfort in the reminder that mental disorders are nothing to be ashamed of, and that there are many effective ways to manage the devastating plight. The book goes on to boldly express the turmoil of a dysfunctional childhood, troubled teen’s life on through to an adult dealing with mental health issues. It is also a story about perseverance, accomplishment and pride ultimately manifesting in a difficult life, yet one worth living. The Vivid Blue concept encompasses situations where answers to many questions pertaining mental illness are sought. Along this incredible journey would be the illumination of the common progression from the diagnosis of bipolar all the way through to schizoaffective disorder. Vivid Blue shows the battle between schizoaffective disorder and PTSD. It defines how an OCD behavior can rule another disorder. The PTSD was a result from a decision that a thirteen year old boy made which carried over to the rest of his life. Constant worrying about his phenomenal mistake was in many ways destructive and he needed a lifetime to figure it out. The story begins....
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  • Publisher ‏ : ‎ M,M&I Publishing (June 16, 2015)
  • Language ‏ : ‎ English
  • Paperback ‏ : ‎ 210 pages
  • ISBN-10 ‏ : ‎ 0692439757
  • ISBN-13 ‏ : ‎ 978-0692439753
  • Item Weight ‏ : ‎ 11.2 ounces
  • Dimensions ‏ : ‎ 6 x 0.53 x 9 inches
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Reviewed in the United States on June 24, 2015
In Search of Vivid Blue is a remarkable book as it offers hope for anyone who struggles with chronic mental illness. This book is Mark Magnant's life story of his dysfunctional childhood, his troubled adolescent life and often in his young adulthood, which he describes so clearly. He has displayed great courage in revealing his personhood so openly, yet only with a deep intent to reach out to help others,even if only one, knowing their suffering and so well from having traveled the same journey. The last paragraph on the back cover reveals his basic purpose when he writes, ". . . .Vivid Blue was more than a search. It would be an experience that was worth embarking. I would ultimately realize that life is what you make of it. Hope might be the only glue you have, but it is enough to repair a cracked life."
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Reviewed in the United States on May 15, 2016
He candidly talks about his early life and the onset into his illness. He gives an honest account of his daily struggles that can help others see that one can with steadfast daily determination overcome severe, chronic mental illness and lead a contributing life.
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Reviewed in the United States on July 19, 2015
Mark Magnant's book concerning his diagnosis of schizoaffective disorder is a very personal story detailing his life-long struggles of living with guilt, confusion, pain and self doubt, but yet a hopeful book for anyone suffering from mental illness. The book is simply and straightforwardly written and addresses the personal aspects of his journey rather than from a medical perspective. The underlying theme of the book is hope, belief in oneself to survive, and the importance of getting a proper diagnosis and medication to manage mental illness.

Throughout "In Search of a Vivid Blue," Magnant comes across as a sincere and caring person who wants to help others by telling his own story. Recommend this book for anyone suffering from mental disorders or for anyone who cares for someone who is suffering.
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Reviewed in the United States on February 9, 2017
Mark Magnet is a very courageous individual who candidly shares his dysfunctional childhood/adolescence and young adulthood.
This book is a linear journey through personal life events that unfold into a discovery of being diagnosed with Schizoaffective Bipolar type.
In Search of Vivid Blue invites the reader to be introspective about one's own past life events; as they set the stage for forming an individual's self identity.

The intrapsychic obstacles and challenges Magnet faces, is uniquely illustrated in his well crafted wordings. I highly recommend this book to anyone embarking on a self discovery journey towards self-acceptance of living with a chronic mental illness.
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Reviewed in the United States on June 11, 2019
I really appreciate Mark writing this book. It gives a first hand look into someone with schizoaffective disorder. Even though everyone's experience is unique, it helped me understand my son's disease. Mark is a good writer, it's easy to read. I recommend this for the family or the patient. I appreciate his candor throughout.
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Reviewed in the United States on September 10, 2015
The author of this book does an excellent job of bringing the reader into his world of mental illness. More importantly, he offers hope for others suffering his plight. He walked through the fire (both literally and emotionally) and came out a stronger person.
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4.0 out of 5 stars Good book shows some of the distressing thoughts which go along with having Schizo affective disorder.
Reviewed in the United Kingdom on December 10, 2017
The book shows many of life's troubles only through the eyes of someone with Schizo affective disorder. It was very interesting to compare to myself as the author talks about bereavement, employment, paranoia to name a few.

I would recommend this book to anybody with Schizo affective disorder or someone who wants to understand what life can be like with Schizo affective disorder.